This is a hard blog to write and it may be even harder for you to read. As you know my complaint against mon was being processed, she had been stood down pending an investigation and the practice where she works part time employed lawyers to make sure they were doing the right thing. Yesterday I received the news that perhaps as sad as it may be came not unexpectedly. Monica was after seeking legal advice receiving a rap over the knuckles and a youve been a very bad girl dont do again and will retain her job at the practice with a warning. Now i know this sounds weird but i was expecting nothing else but this. Christian organisations are notorious for being inept at dealing with their inadequacies and therefor sweep many things under the carpet.
Of course i took this news quite calmly. This morning i was of course notifying my support team of the events and i said to them that i felt tired. I had so far this two months juggled full time schooling, single parenting, this complaint against mon and my own personal therapy. Yesterday was the start of a two week break and i am needing it. I told my support people that i was too tired to fight this anymore. My support people then said that i had done well but hey were unable to leave this because some of them are professionals in the mental health field and that ethically for them they now were going to battle for the future people that came into her care.
I let them know that i would not stand in their way and nor could i if that is what they had chosen. So mon may walk into that meeting today with a rap over the knuckles but it seems this fight has touched many more hearts than i imagined and in my exhaustion people with far more clout are taking a stand. . Also the therapist who told monica that she was programmed to kill me and i was placed into two weeks of isolation through hiding is a therapist at the same practice who will also receive only a warning. Despite the fact that i have her on record writing on my blog saying that she was going to kill me.